8/09/08 FOOD LOG

7:30 p.m.: a CPK personal margarita pizza: 420 cal.
1 nectarine: 60 cal.

I wasn't even hungry, yet I ate more...
I see the pattern. I know what to do...BREAK THE ROUTINE. I get home and go STRAIGHT to the kitchen for food I don't even want.

5:10 p.m.: more chicken meat (this time white meat).
I sound like I'm about to say more healthy stuff, right?? But:

I ATE MOTHER F'N CUPCAKES. My God. I had two tops of Glazed Donut.
You know, I say that Cinnamon Toast is my favorite...but, I think my heart belongs to GLAZED. It's the one I ALWAYS go for...I love that it gets hard on the top, and you can pick little bites of cake off and eat them separately. I'm weird like that...

I can't believe I ate them, AND I DIDN'T do the new work out...I just didn't have time to go home yet. Brian's off on a delivery until who knows when, so it's just me and the cupcakes...and they're staring at me.

What's a girl who obviously doesn't REALLY want to change going to do???

I'm having gum now...

11:00 a.m.: thigh and leg meat from roasted chicken from Albertson's (no skin): ?? cal.
sugar snap peas, broccoli, carrots raw
1 diet pepsi

AND THEN BRIAN GOT A MF'n FREE CHURRO, and it all went down hill from there....
First, I had to fill the F'n churro with OUR buttercream (hey, doesn't it sound incredible?? Well, it was).
Then, it's been lick of buttercream after lick of buttercream after lick of buttercream...and I have the stomach ache to prove it.

I don't know why I get RAVENOUSLY hungry when we're busy (I had to make over 120 mini cupcakes and other baby shower orders...). I am a total STRESS EATER, and when it's right there in my face....you know what happens.

I WILL do my new workout today (if not tonight). We're actually BUSY today, so I don' t know if I'll get a chance to sneak out.

9:30 a.m.: 1 green apple: 100 cal.

7:45 a.m.: 2 biscuits of shredded wheat and skim milk: 250 cal.
L Iced coffee with 3 Equals (this time REALLY from Starbucks!)...still working on that.


I'm starting my SECRET WEIGHT WEAPON TODAY! My body won't know what HIT IT!!

Here's a hint (ok, it's a REALLY BIG HINT: