I don't have access to the internet on Mondays; hence, I will not be blogging what I eat those days...BUT, I have to let you know that yesterday was a complete BLOW-OUT in terms of eating. I literally have not consumed that many BREAD PRODUCTS in one day in YEARS...and today, I am paying for it. (I joked with Brian about me probably getting a YEAST INFECTION due to the amount of yeast I consumed yesterday).
(FYI: It was mainly PIZZA AND DONUTS...and Skittles....MY "friends" that are now my "foes.")
Let me just tell you that it was MY LAST DAY. I've FUCKING HAD IT with feeling like SHIT about myself. (I purposely DID NOT censor my swearing because I'm so DONE with myself over-indulging and feeling sorry for myself).
So, here's the deal:
My 33rd birthday is coming in October....this one isn't that big of a deal to me (when I turned 30, I had KIND OF an issue....), but this year I want one thing: TO BE IN-FUCKING-SHAPE. I don't want to be winded while walking. I don't want to feel my belly BOUNCE when I move. I don't want to FEEL my clothes digging into my stomach...
I HATE BEING GRAPHIC, BUT IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO DISGUST MYSELF INTO NOT BEING THIS WAY ANY FUCKING MORE.
I'm completely disgusted with ME...so, I'm changing ME...
By Oct. 2, 2008, I will be a NEW ME. No more bitching (at least about my weight) and no more feeling sorry for POOR ME. I'm DOING something about it.
You heard it hear first, and now I will continue to food blog and fill you in on what I'm doing on a HOURLY basis to change my body into something I LOVE instead of LOATHE.
Here we go....
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Oh, another October birthday! I know so many people with birthdays that month. Well, I'm very excited for you, and I know you can do it! You've even inspired me, and that's almost impossible to do when it comes to eating less. I started my own food diary at www.candycigcoolfooddiary.blogspot.com
I'm counting on you to help me keep up my diary by continuing to do yours. I love reading it, even when you have bad days. It's good to know we don't have to be perfect, but we're trying to be better.
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